Shopping

Shopping.. The very famous word especially for us, women. Personally I love to shop, of course I wish I have millions of dollars filling my dredit and debit cards and then I can shop for days non-stop! Feel the silk, buy a dress from Mango that matches the shoes from Louise Vutton and the purs from Coach but unfortunately I dont own all that amount of money, that's one of the reasons for me not to shop too much plus I really dont feel like shopping for myself all the time. I prefer to buy things for my sisters and baby brother. The happiness I see in their eyes when I buy something new, something lovely and something they carve for makes me feel happy. But that doesnt prevent me from doing some shopping for myself too. well not too much but some how enough! I also think our own responsiblities and other spending issues make it impossible to shop all the time. Which reminds me, maybe women shops business is a really good idea. I think if anyone wants to make money, they must either start a business where women could shop or a restaurant. 'Cause people love to shop and eat!

Journal

Time passed so quickly, looking back to all those days, in seven months, I've seen new world. No, I've seen the world in new eyes. I've understood what I needed to, the assumptions I made either confirmed or erased. And new questions raised and assumptions started. I figured we should never make assumptions and stick to them, then be subborn about them when they turn out to be untrue.
Isn't the world such a crazy place, I listen to the melodies of my favorite song saying 'Time can heal the pain, dont you forget about me babe' but can time heal the pain? that's just another assumption we make but it is never ansewered. Does it heal or just be forgotten?

عهود

ليلي مثل النــار
بدونك
وقلبي كورد خريف
ذابل
و أوراقي تبعثرت
على أرصفة الطرقات
جفت فقد حل شتائي
و تساقطت دمعات وداعي
و غادرت روحي
في حقيبة اسرارك
و أنسدل ظلامي
اسود حالك
أنت معاني حياتي
و سأحبك كما لن تعرف ابداً
فكل عهد قطعته
حتى الممات لن اخلفه
و في جنتي سأنتظرك
و ان كنا عن بعضنا بعيدين
ألآف الأميـــال
سأنتظرك
حتى يصبح القمر بدر
تم يختفي من جديد
لن أترك ذكراك
و ستبقى خالداً فيني
و سأبقى أحلم
أن تعود إلى جانبي